once upon a time...

ween.. this is for you.. love ya.. =)


time passed really fast.. in a blink of eyes *blinks* it is already year 2009.. and i myself had already turned 19... i still remember the day when i turned 16 and everyone was like ' happy sweet 16' and i was like 'sweet 16?? why???'.. haha... that was in F4 and now im in college doing my second year..

for some of my friends, the time that we went through during secondary school is not something that they miss but it is definitely for me.. there are lots of sweet and bitter memories during secondary school but all that are left as memories and maybe lessons for me too.. i really missed all those time where i spent with all my great friends.. eventhough there are some that i rarely keep in touch, i still remember and missing them... as for my 'daughter', ween, 'mummy' miss u alot... hehe

flashback to schooling time... how long have we known each other ween?? since standard apa ye?? hehehe... remember we used to dance as a group in standard 4? it's been a long time since we've known each other but we are not so close to each other till we are in secondary school.. the times that we've spent with our gang had been one of the best time in my life.. the amount of nonsense we did is definitely the best part of it! =) not finishing homework was the main thing.. eating in class, making noise, teasing people and even some of our teachers... shhhh! one thing thing that i'll never forget is Arun mimicking some people that we are not so fond off especially Mr. Camel... hehehe every morning he'll passed by us dengan penuh gaya! especially the way he looks at his watch!

during F5 nisha and I always love it whenever the teachers can't attend the class.. nisha, ween and I can be seen in the next class on the floor talking and gossipping... we three joined by arun, mish, rati, siva, yoga and sugan makes up the gang where loud voices and laughers can be heard till 3 classes away! lol

the first time i met them in F2, i was super quiet till sugan had to asked me to be quiet but now i think she'll ask me to shut up instead.. hehe miss u sugan! i only know who is rati the rat when i went to F4.. she just loves to tease me and i don't know why.. it continues till today but unfortunately i miss her teasing.. haiz mish the mak bebel is the bad tempered one but i think it cooled down now... she used to shout and scold us all the time but we somehow got used to it.. i'll get my revenge one day.. =p

siva on the other hand is always calm and cool.. any advice just go to her... hehe.. yoga is also kinda quite but something about her that i remembered whenever i think about her is the way she laughs.. haha nisha that pandi kutti is staying with me now and we get to laugh together everyday especially after 1op.m. lol from F4 - F5 we are in the same class and now same college too but it's just that we are not in the same class... haha.. i still remember, together with arun and ween especially and the rest, they'll all tease me like nobody's business! why does everyone loves to do that??? as for you ween... other than your hobby of bullying me in class...one sentence.. you are seriously one joker... hahah it's not that you tell jokes but the way you talk is just funny... hehe jangan marah... i tengah puji ni.. emmm..other than that you are kinda blur sometimes too... or is that me?? lol *who? what? where? when? how?*

i still remember ween and my duty as 'ketua' and 'penolong' in class especially the saying good morning part... i really missed En. Zull's class... Mr. Yim's one too.. forever being bullied by Cynthia... those were good old memories...

other than these few homo sapiens, i miss all my friends too.. how i wish they'll have a reunion for our year soon!! there are some of them that i keep in touch through some other ways of communication other than HP like friendster, FB, MSN n yahoo messenger..

i would say that people in school are alot more simpler than people in college.. maybe it's because we were younger during school time so our minds are not so complicating...

last sentence for now... i really miss all of you!!!!!!!!!!!!! muackzz!!!

Cultural's Nite.. 17 December 08~~

it's been some times since i update my blog.. getting lazy..haha let me start from 17 of December where my college 'Culturals Night' or also known as 'Muthamizh Irravu' took place.. well the night before that we was having our rehearsal in the Sports Complex.. the thing started late so since we are hungry, we went to TBR to makan.. hehe went to my favourite anne's stall and got myself a char kuey teow mamak style.. yum yum!! halfway eating with Raji and Pat, the rest of the Jammers came and join us in the makan-ing activity..!hehe then we had to rush back to the Sports Complex for our rehearsal as it already started.. not much people was there yet and we saw a few groups perform before it was ur turn.. when we went up on stage, i was actually not feeling that nervous as i thought i would be.. i still had the time to dance with Kus Kus to Naaka Mukka song when we are already on stage! haha we did our thing and we came down.. seriously, i love the feelings on stage that i can't wait to perform the next day!! yeehaw!! we perform twice to make sure everything is ok before leaving at about 11p.m. reach home, i quickly pack up my stuffs for tomorrow and praying for everything to be ok the next day..

nest morning i went to college at about 9 something i guess.. can't really remember.. was hanging around in our usual place and that was the time when i started to get panic! when yhe clock shows 3 p.m. i can feel the butterflies in my stomach became more energetic.. =( i kept on asking the time till Jessie don't want to tell me! haha as time approching 5 p.m. we went to get ready.. at first, we went to the wrong changing room and started hunting for the right one.. when we found it, we just went and sat there because of the tiredness that was cause by the non-stop walking up and down around the area.. Kus Kus bang some songs using Kumara anne's speaker and we were all dancing and singing to it while getting ready.. that calms me down a lil.. things got mess up in the middle as we became the first group to perform.. there is a photgrapher who was busy taking our pics and till today, i have no idea where the pics are being published..lol

Ashraf and Yoges anne came right on time but we are still lack of guy dancers as Pravein and Hafiz anne couldn't make it but the show must still go on.. while waiting backstage, i can feel my heartbeat pumping faster and faster till i couldn't breath! when the announced our name.. 'the unknown dancers' i walked up the stage and i nearly stunbled cause it was so freaking dark! thank god i managed to go up there without embarassing myself! phew!

up on stage, everthing went on well except for the stupid smoke efefect thingy that nearly choked us! during rehearsal the smoke actually 'swallowed up' Chrystal@ Kus Kus till she went missing! wakaka we were all dancing and smilling on stage enjoying it.. that was one of the best feelings i've ever got!

after performance i changed into 'pavada satte', a tradisional costume.. i was hanging out with Piriya and Raji whereas the rest all got ready for house party.. In this Cultural's

Night i've got to meet some friends and also some long-time-no-see friends.. it was a seriously awesome night and i enjoyed every single minute of it! can't wait to go on stage again!!!!! =D

Before performance.. Pat and Chrystal~~